Meg is looking forward to the Christmas period. Happy Christmas everyone!

Do I really know ME?

I was watching a program the other night about relationships and one of the sad things that came out was how the husband really didn't know his wife anymore. They had been together for 19 years but each question put to him about his wife, small things and big things, he just didn't know at all.
One of the bigger questions asked was, 'what is your wife's biggest fear?' Well to be honest, I don't think I know Dom's and he certainly doesn't know mine because until that question was put, I had never thought about it.
Over the last few days though, I have been thinking about it a lot, among some of the other questions posed. And I have decided that the biggest fear for me would be ending up alone as a single mum. Oh I know there are loads of women out there who do it and do it well, but ending up alone would be my personal biggest fear. I get scared of this sometimes. And sometimes I feel like a single mum anyway what with Dom working so much. It can be lonely having just a babbling baby to have as company most of the day. Oh I do go out to all the groups etc, but you still end up talking babies! Sometimes I just want to be me: Terri/ Tessa/ Theresa / Therese....God, I have so many identities I shouldn't ever feel alone! Ha Ha!