I think i am doing this to get to know myself better..what I have learnt so far is that my patience is running out!

Thursday, August 24, 2006

Oooh aaarrrrrhhhhh, mye loverrrrr

Last week we spent some time in Somerset with Dom's parents. It was a lovely relaxing time. Wendy took care of Megan so Dom and I could go and do touristy stuff together, as a couple. On our way too and from Bristol we always pass this wonderful sign. What is it with village names? I am always curious as to how they were derived; after people.... or accidents or drunken slurred suggestions that just stuck!? I know 'combe' means valley as that is now part of my surname... so, But valley??????"!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am sure there are lots of other wierd and wonderful names I've yet to come across on my travels and I look forward to exploring them in the future, as part of a family.

A rare family photo

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

Jabs and Review

Today Megan has her 8 week jabs and I have my review. I am very nervous about it for her and for myself. I may have to have a smear and the Doctor may want to check my stitches, so I am not looking forward to that. I am nervous about Megan because there are a whole load of tests about her physical being that I have to answer and it scares me to be soley responsible for answering these which could lead to more tests. Dom feels that I am making it sound like he is unsupportive because he can't be there. I am not. It is just hard when you don't have any family around sometimes just to hold your hand. When I go to the clinic I see these babies with their mothers waiting for the jabs, and I also see someone with them too. At the minute Dom feels that he is being pulled in all directions at work and is trying to please everyone. I don't want to be someone else pulling him. He has lots of responsibilities and I have just one. I guess I focus too much on Megan to understand his situation. I just wish it were possible that he could be with me through this part, that's all. I know he is in spirit. He is the most supportive father and husband in the world and I love him for it.